So, I changed my mind, I don't think I want to replay my last FET cycle. I know that it's pretty scary to get wisdom from a TV show, but I was watching this show called John Doe. It's about a guy who wakes up with no memory of who he is but knows EVERYTHING in the world. I know, kooky premise, but what can you do when you want to be a couch potato. So, anyway, one of the characters is telling this John Doe that he needs to make new memories and not lose himself trying to recapture the past. She plays some kind of brain doc and she said that the patients she sees that recover the best are always those that "stop looking in the rearview mirror and focus on what lies ahead."
I will never forget, and I don't want to, but I think I'm going to look to what will be next. So, what's next? Two things. One I am waiting for AF (we are always waiting for something right). Two, I'm working on being social again, without the tears or moodiness. Not doing the best job on that as last week I cried at my SIL's and last night I bailed on going to the movies with a friend. Well, my dh wasn't too keen on going either so I had an easy out.
To borrow from Evergreen:
What am I grateful for?
-Hulu (unlimited shows - we don't have cable)
-my purring cat on my lap
How will I take care of myself?
-going to the gym after this post
-trying to eat healthy - no more skipping lunch
-watch less Hulu :-)