The last two days were pretty rough, but I seem to be coming out of it. A lot quicker than I did my last failed cycles. For me this is a very frustrating time, in between cycles. Part of me wants to crawl in bed and pull the sheets up over my head, cry and wish I was pregnant. The more rational part of me knows I should get out and go for a walk/run, get some good veggies from the farmer's market, and go to a poker game with friends this w.e. Right now I'm not sure if I'm ready to fully embrace rational me, especially being social, going back to bed sounds like a pretty good idea right now.
What's next? Well, as I mentioned before I'm in a holding pattern before the FET. I should be getting AF in the next couple of days, but can't start meds for a FET right away - I need to rest one cycle. I'm usually pretty regular so I'm probably looking at starting meds the end of September. We also have a telephone WTF consult with the RE in a couple of weeks, not really sure what will be said, but it will be good to touch base.
Actually, going back to bed is not really an option, I have some reports to write up. I hate it when life forces you out from under those sheets.